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I may be a failure “BUT NOT ALL THE TIME”

I’m barely awake but I’d like to expose my feelings further . I really can’t find my dash. I don’t know if I’m qualified to fill all the blanks. What bothers me the most is that, I’m giving all my best but still, I have this feeling that it’s not enough. I know for a fact that anxiety can kill me . And it’s really happening right now. So hard to bunch up hopes. All I wanna do is to stop thinking and lay it all on HIS hands. I wish I can see my foresight when I wake up. It’s really awful to doubt my own strength. But I have to believe in myself cause if I don’t , NO ONE will . I’m casting away my fears and anxiety . Let me be free from worries and uncertainty. I can do it. I can make it. That’s all :D

Good night .. Let’s rest ..

namimis na kita TUMBLR. di makapag blog . wala ng oras . kawawang bata :(

AAL IZZ WELL :)

As tough times keep coming my way. Me, as a person , I’m becoming worse and worse everyday. Just like the weather today , I hurt people with my presence and I don’t know what to say. Life is really getting awfully harder. I don’t think if I can still handle it well. It feels like I’m showing the lowest version of my individuality. Forgive me for being a jerk. It only proves that I’m a human , I can’t be perfect. Sometimes , I fail as a daughter , as a student or even as a friend. We fail in life, it’s a constant fact. But that doesn’t mean that we should stop. Yeah , I know right. That’s why I’m thankful to the people who are provoking me and to that one person who became my personal droll (when I needed it most) , my motivator ,  a stress reliever and on top of all, an anger absorber . It means a lot. And of course , I can no longer take even a single step if GOD is not with me., Life has so much to offer , we should just learn to dwell with it.